god… have u left me too far

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My life is so lonely, no one knows

My life is full of lies, every moment

My heart is worried not stabilized

Looking for the corner of world without a bravery touching the world

I’ve lived in this emptiness for a long time

The emptiness that never can be felt

God… have you left me too far?

Sometimes I run after you

But sometimes also I forget u

I know you are the great knowing

That I always never know

But… when will you tell me god?

About the meaning of this emptiness

In order that I always don’t hurt and laugh someone

Have you told me god?

Or I never try to understand you

I know that life is just temporary

But why my behavior is just like this

How am I next? Only you know me next

And up to you god!

I just can pray and try, … must be!

In order that emptiness you fill your willing

Until I can be happy forever and ever

With my everlasting life in heaven with you god

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